Tamoxifen! Damn you!
I hate these hot flashes. I get them every hour or two at night--just enough to insure I never, ever feel rested. I wake up....I realize a hot flash is beginning. I push off every cover. I sleep. I wake again twenty minutes later....I'm cold. Lather, rinse, repeat. Six times the other night.
I can't believe I'm looking at years of this garbage. Please God tell me it will even out at some point.
And we won't speak of the mood swings...when I'm under stress (which seems to be about 90% of the time) I alternate between just purely pissed off at the world or despondent.
My, this is so much fun.
Happy birthday to me this week...this year has sucked. I sure hope the next one is less dramatic!
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